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May. 18th, 2026 08:59 pm
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I really hate the way fandom does polyamory. "So-and-so has two hands," yeah, most people have two hands. The number of hands a person has doesn't correlate to how equipped they are for a polyamorous relationship.

There are exceptions, obviously, but so much of it feels less like a real interest in character dynamics and more an excuse to not have characters make grown-up decisions. Just a rejection of any amount of inconvenience or discomfort or challenge. It's toothless.

And it's almost always a throuple or sometimes quad situation. There are honestly so many more ships I could see in V or parallel relationships vs closed circuits. For that matter, there are so many ways to do a closed circuit that would better suit different ships but no one told fandom at large.

Idk, it just comes off so often as shallow and childish and like a token effort to be ~progressive.

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May. 17th, 2026 08:47 pm
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I've more or less accepted at this point that progress on my room is gonna be slow. I had let it get to be kind of a mess and I made a bigger mess-- albeit a more organized one-- when I moved everything. Unless I want to just bring the mess back in, I need to take care of little things as I go. Aaand I've realized the bulk of what I have going on is just a bunch of little things in a trench coat. Not much I can put into a donation pile, unfortunately. I may need to get a miscellaneous pile going and then reorganize my closet again.

Anyway, my hooks are still scattered but I got a lot of my yarn tidied up and put away. Also did some more weaving in ends on those granny squares I did a few years ago. Yeah, I'm still not done with those. Aside from how many loose ends there are and how bad I was at leaving long enough tails back then, I genuinely just hate touching a lot of them. I've gone and let my hands get soft on good quality yarns, lol. It's a good thing I decided to make them a curtain, lemme tell ya, because I could not stand them now as a blanket, let alone a garment. My officemate has just started learning to crochet and my oldest niece is interested, too, so I might try to foist some of my cheap scraps off on them. (Side note, I've just realized I lost a needle somewhere on my bed. At least, I think it's on my bed. That might actually be the best case scenario here since I'd t least know where-ish it is.)

The books need to be sorted, which is something I'm not prepared to sit down and do yet. They needed to be off the floor, too, though, so I just stacked them haphazardly on my bookcase. I always enjoy organizing my books on the shelves, so I'm looking forward to getting to that once I've weeded out whatever I'm not keeping.

Lots of recycling, especially paper recycling, got broken down, which did a lot to neaten the place up even though it didn't contribute much to putting the room back together. I'm hoping I can manage a trip to the recycling center sometime this week.

My main concern is with the bigger stuff that I'm not keeping but that still needs to be kept somewhere until I get rid of it. That'll be my bins of mostly-Transformers stuff and Travi's old tank, for the most part. I've also been sitting on two big boxes full of styrofoam to be sent off for recycling but the shipping prices had me procrastinating and now it looks like that company maybe doesn't take shipments anymore? I need to look more into that. Speaking of, kinda, I have a bunch of boxes set aside for shipping and potentially gift-giving and I'm starting to feel like they're more trouble than they're worth. I don't ship that much stuff and most things I'd want to gift come in boxes anyway. I'll see if I can make space for them under my bed, otherwise it's time to consider whether most of them should be coming with me to recycling.

It's hard to know what to prioritize, what with all the disarray. The clockwise method helps with that but then I still run into issues when I can't do anything more with certain things until certain other things are dealt with first. But those things aren't always straightforward either. I'm not giving into frustration but this whole thing taking so much longer than it looked at a glance like it would is a hard pill to swallow, ngl. Still. I can look around and see the progress I've made and I'm pleased with that. And I know I'll be even more pleased when I finish.

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May. 16th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Having real goals in mind for my collection is so freeing. I can look at fun news of new stuff and appreciate what I'm seeing without feeling any fomo about toys I won't be getting.

Onnn the other hand. There are also a lot of upcoming releases that would fit into my broad plans, that I genuinely would rather not miss out on, that I probably will not be getting. Well, okay, "a lot of" is pushing it. And it's not like there won't be opportunities. But prices have been ridiculous and import prices especially are likely to be an issue in the not-so-far future. So seeing reveals for Takara toys that will probably be more or less reasonably priced in Japan is still frustrating, lol.

Then there are the sorts of things that nominally fit into my collection but I have to stop and ask myself, where is that gonna go. They've finally, finally deigned to do a Rhinox using his alternate Predacon color scheme from "Dark Designs" and it's... Masterpiece-scaled?? And therefore Masterpiece-priced besides but even if it were cheaper, the scale would be an issue. Maybe if there were more alt color MPs to display it with, I could consider it. But having just this one toy that doesn't technically fit anywhere? Nah... Of course, now that I'm typing this out, I guess no size class would really have a spot. I have the proto/toy-colored spiders from the Kingdom molds but he doesn't go with them. I love making up a "shelf-canon" reason for an eclectic team but that color scheme is so specific that I'd really just be reaching for an excuse and he'd stick out like a sore thumb anyway. I'm glad I took the time to complain about specifically this, actually, I feel a lot better about it now, lol.

new community > briaru

May. 16th, 2026 11:41 pm
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[community profile] briaru is a brand new community dedicated to the universe that contains Off-Campus, Briar U, and Campus Diaries series by Elle Kennedy including Elle Kennedy's other Hockey Romance novels such as the HIM and WAGs series (just because!) along with the new Amazon Prime TV series based on the universe, Off Campus!


Not sure how much of a fandom it'll get, probably won't be as big as Heated Rivalry of course, but I've been reading Elle Kennedy works off-an-on for years, and with the new TV series based of Off Campus (which I enjoyed a lot), I figured we could use a fandom space for it.

Tumblr is full of gifs, AO3 has some fics, and I haven't looked yet but assumedly there might be some fanvids for the show. If I find pictures/screenshots of the series, I definitely plan on making some icons, otherwise the above icon is the only one I got for the series.

Hope to see you there! I'm going to eventually post my feelings towards the show - soonish at least - and I plan on re-reading the series as well.

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May. 15th, 2026 08:57 pm
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I ended up getting to work about an hour later than expected because my niece's school thing ran over and traffic was weird. It was alright, though. We didn't have much left over, so my office mate had no trouble getting it finished before the first drop. Said first drop wasn't too bad either but there was still plenty to do by the time I got there. We ended up having to leave a few trays from the second drop until Monday, which isn't great but would've happened regardless due to when we got those cases.

All in all, not a bad day. The kids had slept well and so were pretty well-behaved for me. We played, we ate, I let them watch a couple episodes of a cartoon and they each did a sticker picture. The four-year-old did fall off my bed at one point and there was some rather pointed disobedience of my instruction to not touch each other but other than that, it was smooth sailing.

There were a few highlights. First of all, I'm not sure the four-year-old quite understands what a tornado is. One of the first games they played involved my Optimus and Megatron plushes working together to save the day from one. How, you may ask? Megatron distracted it while Optimus sneaked up and defeated it from behind. Yeah, Idk. Second, when I let the kids know that lunch would be arriving soon, she told me that she was really glad because she was "hungrier than [I could] imagine." Or any of her siblings could imagine. Or her mom or dad. She was awfully rambunctious for a kid that hungry, imo, but maybe that's the limit of my imagination talking. Lastly, while working on his sticker picture, the two-year-old too to exclaiming, "Oh, dear!" whenever even slightly inconvenienced. Idk if I missed the one of the cartoon characters saying it or where else he might've gotten it from but it was both cute and confusing to listen to the constant, "Oh, dear! My sticker!" "Oh, dear! My paper!" "Oh, dear! The eyeball!"

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May. 14th, 2026 08:57 pm
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My sister's oldest has a luncheon at school tomorrow and parents have been asked to not bring younger siblings along. She couldn't find anyone else to look after the littles, so I got the go-ahead to be a couple hours late for work. Not the best timing since this is the end of the pay period and I won't be able to make up those hours but I'm fortunate enough to not be counting on those hours' pay.

I'm hoping I can set them to playing and I can take some time to continue working on my reorganization. If not, well, it's not like I'd have been able to use that time for that task on a normal day anyhow.

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May. 13th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Wip Wednesday! I was prompted "jar" last week and not only have I apparently never used that word, I had a heck of a time figuring out how I could. Once again got saved by how vague some of my wips are at the moment, lol. Didn't come up with anything all that interesting but at least I came up with something:

Read more... )

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May. 12th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Lately, I've developed a particular fascination with the old Transformers picture and prose books, which all seem to take place in their own little continuities. Heck, there's even one stand-alone where Windcharger kills Starscream! Windcharger didn't get to do squat in the cartoon, mind you, and didn't do much more than that in the comic. And only then in the UK version, I think. So, to have him (pretty brutally) take out the Decepticon SIC before the movie came along and normalized character death is pretty wild.

They are, as a general rule, even more obviously kid stuff than the cartoon and comic but I just love how lawless they come across as being, largely unencumbered by the more mainstream media. And it's also interesting to see how toyetic the illustrations are, since of course they weren't beholden to the same expectations as animated or even static but sequential storytelling. It's a bit uncanny at time but, I mean, they are alien robots. Ngl, I'm also intrigued by how many of them are written or co-written by women, who are pretty under-represented in the rest of the brand's writing force.

There are quite a few books, scattered across different licensees, and they're not the most straightforwardly archived on the wiki. So far, I've got three: One (of six) Big Looker storybook, The Great Car Rally, and two (of nine) Find Your Fate ("choose your own adventure") books. I want to eventually get all of them (plus the coloring and sticker books but that's a whole other thing). I need to go ahead and make a spreadsheet or something, I think. Been planning to do that for some of the toylines anyway, so I might as well. Some of these aren't that hard to find but a few get pretty expensive in even questionable condition. I expect it'll take me a bit to get all of them but that's part of what'll make it fun :)

character meme

May. 11th, 2026 10:53 pm
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Another meme I snagged from [personal profile] maevedarcy, who created it here.


#mycharacters
Rules: make a list of your top 10 favorite characters to think about. Then let people in the comments choose one question for you to answer about them.

My characters:

-Clark Kent (Smallville)
-Lois Lane (Smallville)
-Oliver Queen (Smallville)
-Eddie Diaz (9-1-1)
-Evan Buckley (9-1-1)
-Rory Gilmore (Gilmore Girls)
-Jess Mariano (Gilmore Girls)
-Steve Rogers (MCU)
-Sam Wilson (MCU)
-Shane Hollander (Heated Rivalry)


The questions:
1- What’s the one thing they refuse to admit they want, even to themselves?
2- If they could undo one moment, would they actually do it—or has it become part of who they are?
3- What kind of love do they think they deserve vs. what they actually accept?
4- What’s their “I’m fine” behavior that clearly means they are not fine?
5-What song would absolutely destroy them emotionally if it came on at the wrong moment?
6- In another life, who would they have been if things had gone right?
7- What’s the smallest, most insignificant thing that still reminds them of someone they lost?
8- What's something they desperately want people to know about them but won't tell a single soul?


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May. 11th, 2026 06:51 pm
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The full promo image for Missing Link Ironhide is out and... I'm not mad but I am disappointed.

He can pull off a mode that looks similar to the original toy but it's only about halfway there. Most significantly, his roof does not detach to form his battle sled. You can't even finagle a more toy-accurate fanmode out of it because of how it's engineered, though I suppose someone might be able to figure out an upgrade kit. Hard to say from what we've seen but I'm leaning towards nah.

Still a neat what-if design in concept but it suffers from some overly modern design cues that make it look like it will, ironically, share the original toy's misfortune of standing out like a sore thumb from the rest of the line. The Arcee mold has some not-quite-vintage touches, too, but benefits in this case from not having an original toy to compare it to.

I think I like him regardless of his flaws but there was never really a question of me getting him. The real pickle for me is the inevitable Ratchet retool. I was excited for Ratchet when Ironhide was still just a silhouette and part of me still is. But I keep going back to that lack of a sled. Unlike Ironhide, Ratchet's sled was part of his animation character model and it came up in Marvel too. It's never been made all that much of but it's a lot more integral to the platonic ideal of a G1 Ratchet than it is to G1 Ironhide. I'll probably get him anyway, I expect he'll still be fun, but I'm not anticipating him nearly as much.

Mother's Day

May. 11th, 2026 02:35 pm
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My card, another sort of collage, featuring Jane Cook, and, like, a hundred hamsters (Corocorokuririn & associates). (seriously, these are like ancient stickers)

Fortunately, I had already bought her a mother's day gift before my 12-day stint in the hospital. It was a t-shirt with a cat that said something like: "What am I doing with my lives?"

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May. 10th, 2026 08:41 pm
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Well, today's mission was partly accomplished.

I slept a little longer than I meant to but still got started at about the time I wanted to. Which is not to say I had quite the energy going in that I hoped I would. There was a lot of little stuff that needed moved before I could get to the furniture and I got struck with analysis paralysis a few times. Using the fifteen minute method/clockwise method combo helped but I had sort of thought I could be quicker about it. Ah, well. It got done.

When I had the room mostly empty, I remembered that I don't have carpet cleaner or even baking soda. Which was a bit of a problem since I wanted to have a go at the carpet between vacuuming. So, I decided to take a break and go to the dollar store. Aaand they didn't have any baking soda. Naturally. I tried the slightly further away dollar store and they had some, though, so that was cool.

Unfortunately, I had misremembered when my mom was coming home and therefore how long I had the house to myself. See, the thing about taking everything out of a room is that stuff still has to go somewhere. And since I thought I'd be alone for a few more hours, I wasn't being especially mindful of how I was placing it. Oops. The upshot of it was that my trip to procure baking soda ended up being moot, because I couldn't take the expected time on the carpet. Such is life!

Anyway, I realize as I'm writing this out that I don't have anything of any real interest to say, lol, so long story short: I vacuumed and got the furniture where I want it. That took longer than expected because I wore myself out with my ultimately pointless walk through the heat to the store and so the room is still not totally put back together. Bed isn't made, toy shelves aren't set, books are stacked in front of the bookcase and I didn't even bring everything back into the room yet. I'm going to bed soon in hopes of waking up early to get some more done but I'll have to work on this as the week goes along. As usual, I underestimated how many little things there are to do to put the place back together and of course those all add up.

Still, I'm pleased by what I got done. It'll take some getting used to, as I expected, but I really like it already. The enhanced under-bed access is especially nice, considered how much of it I utilize. For a long time I thought the room would look smaller if I pulled the bed out but it actually kinda looks bigger, funny enough, and not in a way I think bringing everything else back in will diminish. I came up with ideas for more changes as I went along but nothing I'm interested in implementing right away. Main goal right now is to put everything to rights. With it all being arranged into a roughly organized mess, that should be fairly easy. I guess we'll see!

Book Log: Send Yourself Roses

May. 10th, 2026 08:41 pm
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Books in the old unread pile: 5

I'd gotten Kathleen Turner's autobiography Send Yourself Roses: My Life, Loves and Leading Roles quite a while ago, but I had trouble getting into it then and put it aside. This time in trying to read it I had no problem and devoured the whole thing, and I couldn't even tell exactly where I'd stopped reading it the last time. I think reading a bunch of other celebrity memoirs in the meantime has gotten me used to some of the style they use.

Her autobiography is so interesting! I didn't know that much about her (beyond her work) before starting the book, and it's a fascinating look at being a white actress who rose to prominence in the 1980s, with her sexualization right off the bat with her first movie, the casual pairing of her with male actors who are significantly older than her, and her determined crawl for power and choice in what way was limited to her as an actress. She has opinions about being a sex icon (what does that even mean, she asks), other opinions about aging and ageism, and even more opinions about her activism and using celebrity for good.

Turner recounts her career experience with pride (at her accomplishments, at her ability to choose roles as she liked, and at her seeking to only play characters with agency), with only some anger here and there at the ways the system fails actresses and women in general through stereotypes and objectification. But you can also read her description of filming Body Heat as a direct argument for intimacy coordinators, even if she herself didn't think of it that way at time of writing. (The book was published in 2008). She is quite blunt about some actors she had bad experiences with, like Burt Reynolds is totally on-brand for that guy, and Nicolas Cage in Peggy Sue though he has repeatedly apologized to her since.

There's a section in there about her experience with rheumatoid arthritis, and the ways she dealt with her disability, both good and bad. She namechecks Michael J. Fox for hiding his Parkinson's for as long as he could, and she did the same for the same reasons, i.e. fear of losing chances to work, especially when she needed to because her then-husband lost his business due to a fire tragedy and she needed to support her family. Turner admits that RA led to her drinking, and the drugs made her very difficult to work with, though I think it's also telling that Turner is open enough to quote from her fellow actors who called her out without being defensive about it. She was difficult and angry for a time there, and this is why, but that doesn't change that she behaved badly.

Other things that were interesting:
- Her father was in the diplomatic corps so she grew up in multiple countries outside the US in a time when even traveling overseas was not common, and that influenced her own perceptions of self-worth, openness to other cultures, sense of adventure, and sexuality.
- Her teeth weren't fixed yet when she filmed Body Heat so she wore... snap-on teeth? Which changed the shape of her mouth.
- The cast of Romancing the Stone stayed at Jamal Palais, which made me double-take because I literally just read an Agatha Christie book where the characters stayed there.
- She did Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? with a young(er) David Harbour, and although it was a good project, during one performance he got annoyed at her and bit her hard on the neck, which she smacked him down for after the performance was over.
- The past is another country - Her grandfather fought in WWI; Turner was adult before the pill was normalized; Turner's grandparents divorced so that her grandmother could work because only unmarried women could be teachers, though they were still functionally married and officially remarried later; Turner's mother couldn't get a credit card after her father died because women weren't allowed to.

Reading Turner going through her filmography, I realized I've seen and enjoyed way more of her work than I thought. I've watched Romancing the Stone and Jewel of the Nile, Peggy Sue Got Married, War of the Roses, House of Cards (a little known eerie fave of mine when I recorded it off TV), Undercover Blues, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, that Hallmark Cinderella adaptation that no one seems to remember, her Friends episodes, A Simple Wish, Monster House (if that counts)... It's possible I've also watched V.I. Warshawski because I very distinctly remember watching a movie of hers on TV at night, which had a scene where a man who's out to kidnap her tries grab her from behind and she slams him against the wall matter-of-factly as it's clear she knows what she's doing -- and that scene has stuck in my brain ever since as an iddy depiction of a woman's simple competence in the mundane violence of self-defense (like that scene in T2 where Sarah uses the baton in a quick, ruthless strike). I can't be sure that scene is from this particular movie, but nothing else in her filmography seems to fit.
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This is what I wrote for the [community profile] highadrenalineexchange

Title: (you are) under my skin
Fandom: MCU
Pairing/Characters: Steve/Tony
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 10,046
Summary: Steve has always liked to draw. He finds he likes drawing Tony the most.

gift work (kirk/spock)

May. 9th, 2026 11:16 pm
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[community profile] highadrenalineexchange had creator reveals earlier and this is what I received. :)

Title: Don't change the past
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] Melime
Fandom: Star Trek: AOS
Pairing/Characters: Kirk/Spock
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 11,566
Summary: When Spock gets sick and the only thing that can save his life is a plant that went extinct when Vulcan was destroyed, Kirk uses the memories that he gained from ambassador Spock to come up with a desperate plan to save him, by visiting Vulcan before its end. While there, Kirk finds an injured Amanda Greyson and must make a split second decision, to save her, or to keep his word to the Guardian of Forever that he wouldn't change anything about the past. Meanwhile, Spock is fighting for his life and might not resist until Kirk returns.

I love time travel fics, especially when it comes to Kirk fighting for Spock! Plus making it possible for Amanda to live makes it even better. :D

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May. 9th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Found most of what I needed at the farmers market but no one had bell peppers yet. I'll have to adjust my plans. We also came across some new-to-us vendors and got some chocolate cherry loaf and some vanilla pudding with mixed berries. Good stuff! Well, the pudding is good stuff. Haven't tried the loaf yet. It smells good, though, so I have set my expectations accordingly.

I was a little worried the mall food wouldn't live up to my cravings but it diiid. I wish they had a non-mall location around here but alas. We took the niblings to the arcade after and it went well until time to leave. They got put to bed late last night and the two-year-old had been getting just a little moodier through the afternoon. That came to a head when we said it was time to go and we ended up not even being able to take a quick walk through the game store like the older two wanted. Then the poor little guy conked out almost as soon as we started driving.

My day went off-track right about the time we got back to my place. I'd sort of expected that everyone would come in to sample the goodies from the market and the older two were obviously looking forward to that. We weren't going to risk waking the grumpy one just for that, though, so I offered to let them come hang out for a bit. And, y'know, there was no point doing that for just a short visit. Plus, I also went to bed kinda late last night and it was catching up with me, too, so time kinda just disappeared between games. They ended up staying until almost five, which was later than I expected to start working on my room. I was going to take a quick nap and get to it right after they got picked up but I was worried about oversleeping and decided to get right to it. Only it turns out I really needed that nap, lol.

Long story short, I've not even got everything out of the room yet. But! I have started getting stuff out of the room. And I did some measuring, so I'm pretty sure I know how I want everything arranged now. Still subject to change, of course, but I like having a more solid plan. I'll have most of tomorrow to work on it, so I'm not worried.

Aryana (90.5% completed)

May. 9th, 2026 05:34 pm
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There's a video essay I watched recently, or maybe it was a book, but I'm a bit more confident it was a video essay, about how effective storytelling uses cause-and-effect in a chain, where [x] happening causes [x+1] to happen which causes [x+1+1] to happen in a series of consequences, instead of relying on independent events to propel the story forward. Not all good stories need or use this, of course, but it can be so, so satisfying to follow that chain and see things play out, often messily. (A lot of crime drama uses this, but my fav comedies do as well.)

Interestingly, late stage Aryana is doing this! Although it's still soap opera flavoured, it's been a chain of consequences all the way down, as kicked off by Neptuna letting herself be seen by human beings, which has upended so many of the human relationships in the show, thrown Stella and Megan into disarray, but also Aryana's family is in disarray as well as Aryana is forced to flee into the ocean for her own safety. It's been a lot of fun and I'm a little sad we're heading towards the ending, though also relieved to finally get here.

Cut for length. )

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